I went through it until I broke. I BROKE off the diet. The first night I just decided to get Indian food after rehearsal, and a glass of wine, which made me loopy. Heading home I decided I wanted hot fudge cake and thought I saw that Denny's served one, so I went to the nearest Denny's. They didn't have one so I got a salted caramel brownie cookie skillet thing. It was good, but it wasn't a hot fudge cake. Oh well. I've been SO tired. I go home and pass out, then wake up after midnight. The next day after Indian food, I had breakfast and lunch properly but on the way home I was BROKEN from the pileup of weeks of the lighting design. It shouldn't be so on paper, no, but there you have it. I just decided I needed some fast food and the fast food that came up was McDonald's, and I got a Big Mac, large fries and I ordered a 20-piece of chicken nuggets which I tried to force down despite they forgot the sweet and sour sauce but I did eventually have to stop. Since then I've just been eating Mom and Dad's leftovers which has included a hamburger and rice dish and Oreos with milk. And I have felt intestinally shitty. Either because of the McDonald's or the hamburder-rice meal or both, sitting in my intestines like a lump. But I think I have an intestinal problem anyway. I don't think I poop well, and I want to have that looked at.
So I don't think I deserve to weigh that 301.4 above and don't know why it's giving me that number.
Anyway, back to work today, for two days, and then I am not sure what I have coming up next, but I need to get back on track and get some exercise. I've even returned to the Finch app, which I haven't used in a month.
