It's just registering with me. I'm close to my goal. Weighing in at 230 means there's nothing between me and the 220s. It also means that I weigh less than I have for most of my adult life! (And yet I'm still obese!) There's a sense of accomplishment, and of more accomplishment to come. I can't wait to change my goal weight to 180! Only 10 pounds to go! Knock on wood!